I need to be in another place, with another face,
My thought so confused, so mixed and totally abused,
Wrong word, but all rhyme and fit, and says what I feel,
My world around me in words, totally unreal….sometimes.
Why on earth do I feel this way, as if being played,
By someone else’s feelings , so different, so strange,
words, that when I say them never match my thoughts,
My world changed to some other place, totally different……..strange.
And then it’s all explained, in words I didn’t say,
By other people’s understandings , so different, so wrong,
Wrong words, that seem to say it all, in their words,
My world, misconstrued, totally wrong………..so wrong.
My thoughts never quite understood, as if wastingly changed,
To suit others ideas , perfect for their needs, totally absurd,
I give up, a mind misunderstood, Explained in their heads only.
My world, still mine, misinterpreted………alone.